I am sick. Full on, stuffy nose, head cold, congested cough, sick. And there isn't any skipping class or calling off work because I am saving up the days for a show I am going to in the next couple of weeks. DAMN! I hate sick. Sick means no gym. Sick means I am vulnerable. Whenever I am sick, my mom starts babying me and paying way too much attention. She always, without fail, wakes me with a bowl of tomato soup and grilled cheese. She knows my comfort food weakness. Ironically, I never feel comforted by this after the ill has passed. I always connect comfort food to rich, greasy, fatty foods, which doesn't comfort me at all.
Today I realized I spend more time on the internet and watching television than I spend doing anything else, including sleeping, working, and going to school. I love my computer but I don't want to live through it. I guess recently I have been using it to chase boredom while I've been confined to my couch. I just can't stand doing nothing.
Maybe I can start a technology purge.
Maybe a little fresh air will be good for me.
I guess first I need to not be sick.
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